week 11

still got 5 assignments left due in a couple of days and I havent start anything yet!!!

damn... can i pass all of these things..alive?

well, I believe that God already prepare something great and wonderful for me, just like what you said..babaa

ps: Almost finish my research proposal..yeayy..but no time for yippi syalala cause i have to start the 3 others NOW!

stressed-love,

Nadda

Gratitude..

Short Conversations between Rory and Lorelai in Gilmore Girls, and I love it!

Rory: "I'm so stupid, i said thank you."

Lorelai: :When did you say thank you?"

Rory: "When he kissed me."

Lorelai: "What? He kissed you again? What is he, just out of prison or something?”

Hi All,

it's been a long time im not updating anything. this is my first post in Melbourne this year. A lot of something new. new house, new room, new housemates, new subjects, new friends, and the most important thing is a new partner-in-love slash boyfriends. :)

Everything going so fast and I try to understand it slowly,hehehe..

my life is wonderful now. I am happy with him. although there is still 1 issues that i couldnt tell ya that makes me a little insecure about my relationship. I really hope Alloh could open his heart, i dont know.. I won't push him but I always pray for him. I love you too much my dear :)

despite from all those uncertain things, I am happy with my life now. I really Thank Alloh for all this beautiful things. Cant stop saying Alhamdulillah..

gotta back to my work,

review and review..

love,

Nad-

a very last week..

next friday, i'll have my flight to melbourne. honestly, I hate but I like it!

baru aja nge print all unit guide, tiba2 pengen nangissssss..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa

utak.atik.

please.leave.me.alone

random-nite-feeling

Pernah gak kalian ngerasa kebingungan setengah mati tapi gak tau harus minta tolong kemana lagi? aku pernah.

merasa butuh pertolongan tapi seakan sudah gak sanggup untuk meminta bantuan. merasa sendiri ditengah-tengah keramaian.

aku merasa belakangan ini kehidupan hanya penuh dengan kepura-puraan. semua manusia memakai topengnya. hebatnya lagi, setiap individu itu memiliki lebih dari satu topeng. jadi, bisa menyesuaikan situasi dan kondisi mereka. topeng mana yang 'pas' itu lah yang dipakai. dapat dilepas dan diganti kapan saja.

aku? aku rasa aku punya cukup banyak topeng. aku bisa tertawa bahagia ketika hatiku menangis. aku bisa menangis terharu ketika perasaan gembira menyapa. kadang aku merasa aku adalah salah satu aktris dunia nyata terbaik. walaupun tak jarang aku sangat buruk dalam menutupi hal-hal tertentu.

aku dan kehidupanku. aku dan masalahku. aku dan topeng2ku. aku dan orang-orang disekelilingku.

hmm.. tanpa mereka, aku ini siapa? aku hanya manusia yang dianugerahi jiwa dan raga..tetapi hampa..

aku manusia dengan banyak mimpi, harapan, dan cita-cita.

aku manusia yang sedang mempersiapkan lahir dan batinku untuk memasuki gerbang kedewasaan.

aku takut. takut sekali. aku butuh sandaran..

1637

baru dapet 1637words tulisan berisi sampah yang gw sendiri gak tau apa sebenrnya yang gw tulis untuk assignment alc215 ini..
oh God, please help me pass this subject..
oh Edwin, please be nice to me..
oh my Brain and my body, please be patience ..soon we'll get our freedom...
...
talk long,
nadda :(

lagi (lagi) stress karna ALC 215

lagi-lagi saya stress gara2 subject Globalisation and the media.
sekilas tampak gampang. sekilas tampak mudah.
(cuma) bikin 2000 words critical essay ttg article dan analyse sesuai reading.
cultural imperialism. global value. diaspora. bla. bla. bla.
article saya tentang Jewish-Israelis in U.S
identity-culture-bla.bla.bla.

satu kata: P.U.S.I.N.G

can't wait till my freedom!!!!

cheers,
Nadda

strangers

i dont talk to strangers.

ignorance.

something from the past,

maybe i hurt him lots,
i hurt him too much
until now,
he pretends to be my friends,
but i know,
deep inside,
he hates me more than everything,
he keep on pretending,
i said "hello"
he act as if he didnt notice me,
i said "sorry"
he said "no worries"
i ask "are u okay?"
he answered " definetely, i am"
i said, "thx for being such a good friends for me"
he answered, "always been my pleasure.."

he never look into my eyes again, smile like my guardian, and protect me from my-damn-sucks-cats-phobia again..

this writing is belong to you, my-dear-unfinished-love-story

i thought, we could make it better but we couldnt
u never see me as ur angel again..
u see me as ur greates enemy..

i smile, it's hard thou

i thought, time will heal ur pain
but it never will..

oh my-dear-unfinished-love-story,
i cant say this words straught to u.
cause u never give me time to talk..

"I am sorry for everything I did, it was my fault..never mean to hurt u. i just have to stop it before everything's going to deep. i knew u are okay without me and now i know that im rite. i was lying at that time, when u hugged me, when ur head near me, when ur hands hold me..it means a lot. but i have to lie at that time, just to make it easier for u..happy for you now :) my aga..."

Now,
it's time for me to finish it by myself.
i already said everything that i need to say to you..
pardon my english, i cant speak mandarin nor dutch..
it will be easier to say it in Bahasa thou,lol :P

Goodbye, my-dear-unfinished-love-story
i'll never disturbing ur life..

Success always,
ur-used-to-be-little-angel
Nadda o:)

my dear..

Dear my only one Journalist,

btabta
btabta
btabta
btabta
btabta
btabtabtabta
btabtabtabta
btabtabtabta

hugs,
Nada

09-09-09

do u know what's so good about today?
the combination of the date today:09-09-09
do u know what's so good about today?
at 09-09-09 at 10pm..
the combination of all the numbers-- 09-09-09-10..

the good things is when i realize u still there..sitting next to me..whispering those words every morning..and looking to my eyes through your specs :))

i wanna close the book, but u are like my twilight series..
everytime i read 1 page, i couldnt stop to read the next page, and the other page..im curious about the story..it is so hard for me to close it :(

im open,

take care darling,
Nada

only God..

only God knows the reason why im here..
only God knows the reason why im caught in the middle of this circle..
only God knows the reason why i get stuck at the moment..
only God knows the reason why im down rite now..
only God knows the reason why i have a really bad feeling about something big..
only God knows the reason why they don't wan to come to the show..

but

God could change nothing into something..
God could help us reach the dream..
God could help us reach the goal..

so Please,
my Dear God,
i really need your help in every second of my life..
i really need your guidance..
i need your sign..

Nada-

ketika stress melanda..

you belong with me-taylor swift:

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

Entah kenapa, Taylor swift cantik banget. entah kenapa, lagu2nya enak banget, Entah kenapa model video klip nya bule ganteng...

entah kenapa gw jadi gila, pusingg..duh aduh..pengen cepet2 kelar dehh..

entah kenapa hari ini saya kecewa.

tauk ahh..

salam merdeka,
Nadda :)

globalisation and the media

aduhh, subject ini bikin kepala gw nyut2an..
assignment nya bikin maless,, apaan tuh ciritical review dr 2 reading yg sangat amat panjang membosankan dan gak jelas,huhuhu..
masih kurang 1300words lagi..perjalananku masih panjangg dan berliku :(

well, gak sabar menanti datang nya hari senin, karenaaa assignment alc 215 bakalan ud d submit *moga2 kelar besok* daannnnnnn eng ing eng, gw janjiann ketemuan sama senior gw anak 2nd year di Uni, *winkwink blink* dy bakalan ngasih gw semua yap sekali lagi SEMUA assignment dr media and communication sama journalism yang udah pernah dy bikin :))
see, how nice he is??
akhirnya ada org local sini yg sangat baik padaku, senangnya hatiku,huhuhu
biasanya om gugel selalu membantuku, tapi kali ini tidak, tante webmail sama mas blekberi yang membuat semua ini menjadi nyata,huahahahah

S.T.R.E.S.S

strEss

im feeling stress to the MAX!

final assignment for ALJ 216

saya lagi gak ada ide buat posting. alhasil, sambil ngerjain tugas alc 102, saya posting feature article ttg Indonesian Cuisine. lumayan lahh nisa nge back up assignment kedua yg telattt banget gara2 kedodolan diri sendiri...

IndoLicious-taste of Indonesian Cuisine

June is coming now and the smell of sensational holiday is ready to accost us. We have to prepare everything to enjoy our vacation in a maximum level. Indonesia is one of the best destinations for holiday. It is the nearest country from Australia. It only takes 5 hours by plane and then we could feel the taste of Asia in Indonesia. If you are afraid about the food in Indonesia, you have to try and explore the various kind of Indonesian culinary first. Fortunately, you will easily find many types of Indonesian restaurants in Melbourne.


The black spicy taste of beef that they called as beef rendang, originally from Padang, West Sumatra, Indonesia could be one of the best choices. Are you a vegetarian? It is not a big problem. You can try the Indonesian salad which is called as Gado-Gado. Linsiana Samawi, owner of Pendowo Limo catering said that Indonesia has various treasure of traditional foods. “It’s easy for me to keep my customers because I always provide different type of Indonesian foods and I still explore more, So, they will not get bore with my dishes”.

With area of approximately 1,890,754 km2 and has population around 218,868791 peoples, Indonesia is rich of food varieties and spices. Almost every part of this country has its own specialty. For example, Sumatra is well known for its extra spicy food. Java, which can be divided into East, Central, and West, tends to offer sweet, spicy, and salty food in those areas respectively.

The massive sum of Indonesian who studied in Melbourne have cause a greater crowd for restaurants that serve Indonesian Menu. When you walk in Swanston Street, do not forget to try Indonesian Dim Sum, called Siomay in Nelayan Restaurant. Basic ingredient for Siomay is Spanish mackerel. People in Indonesia usually called it as ikan tenggiri. They put plain flour and Spanish mackerel together. After they mix all the ingredients, they steam it for 30 minutes. You can taste this delicious food only for $A 8. They serve Siomay with peanut sauces, chili sauces, and sweet soy sauces. It makes the unique taste of Spanish mackerel stronger and delicious than before. Linda Liem, owner of Nelayan Restaurant said that we can modify the basic ingredient of siomay as much as we want. “Usually, we made Siomay from ikan tenggiri, but sometimes we also made Siomay from chicken, prawn, or pork because it’s quite hard for us finding ikan tenggiri in Melbourne,” Said Mrs.Liem. The difference of Indonesian culinary with the other food is they always use dry spices. These dry spices only available in Indonesia. It makes the taste of every food become unique, special, and different with other countries. If siomay is not enough, then you should try to order Lontong Cap Gomeh. Indonesian people frequently consume this food at special occasion like celebrating Chinese New Year. However, as the time goes by, Lontong Cap Gomeh transformed into a common food. We could enjoy Lontong Cap Gomeh anytime we want, we don’t need celebrating something to enjoy this delicious food. Lontong Cap Gomeh is made from special steam rice called lontong. They serve it with pumpkins, eggs, and special soy powder. For the last touch, they give coconut milk as the dressing.


In Indonesia, chicken also becomes a favorite ingredient. Special fried chicken called Ayam Penyet will be a good choice to accompany you on lunch or dinner, alone or with friends. It is not hard to enjoy the delicious taste of ayam penyet in Melbourne. In Berkeley Street Carlton, you have to stop at Garage Café. One portion of Ayam Penyet only for $A 9, 50 will fulfill your thirst of traditional food from Indonesia. A lot of Indonesian student come to eat this food. Ayam Penyet is a fried chicken served with traditional chili sauces and warm rice. One thing that makes this food difference is they batter the chicken with the traditional sauces. The taste of dry herbs is really strong. If you like spicy food, you will get addicted with Ayam Penyet. Special chili sauces in Ayam Penyet were made from fresh chili, salt, tomato, and black shrimp paste. Usually, they call chili sauces as Sambal Terasi because they label black shrimp paste as terasi and use it as a vital part of the ingredient.

Most of Indonesian dishes use chili sauces to make their food more delicious. They think that eating food without chili sauces is not complete. That is why in Indonesian cultures, chili sauce is the most important part for their culinary history. You will surprise even when you come to international restaurants such as McDonald’s and Kentucky Fried Chicken because they provide chili sauces and tomato sauces for free. Their customers could get as much as they want without any extra charge. Dahana Asmara, International students from Indonesia who currently study at Melbourne University major in Cookery said that Indonesian people very love something spicy. “We always like something sweet, salty, and spicy but most of us really loves spicy foods, either it is from chili or from pepper,” Said Dahana. “Indonesian people tend to be more innovative, sometimes they modify chili sauces into other sauces like chili sauces with garlic and onion and it is really delicious, I always miss that special sauces, it is highly recommended,” He added.

Tired with chicken and meat? If you need something healthy, Gado-Gado could be the best choices for lunch. It is Indonesian traditional salad contain with spread bean, spinach, white tofu, soy tempe, chickpea, and mix of vegetables. They mix all of these ingredients with peanut sauces, sweet soy sauces, and again do not forget to add extra chili sauces in this menu. In Kemangi Restaurant at Glenferrie, you only have to spend $A 7, 50 for one plate of delicious Gado – Gado. Jakarta, the capital city of Indonesia is the home of Gado – Gado. When spending your holiday in Jakarta, you have to spend some time for trying Gado – Gado Boplo. “Gado – Gado Boplo is the best restaurant specialist in Gado – Gado, it is a very famous restaurant in Indonesia and you can feel the unique taste of traditional salad from Indonesia,” Said Dahana. “They use garlic and onion specially made from Indonesia for the peanut sauces and it makes the taste of Gado – Gado in Indonesia and Melbourne different,” He highlighted.

Discover culinary in Indonesia is not something easy to do. However, enjoying culinary trip for holiday in Indonesia will be a good idea. You will get different experience and learn something new about Indonesian culinary. The best thing from Indonesia is all food sold in each city are cheap but it tastes good. So, you do not have to worry will spend too much money for this overseas culinary holiday trip. One thing that we should remember is we have to accustom our tongue with dry herbs, something spicy, and salty because it is the characters of Indonesian food.

Indonesia will be the host of Indonesian Traditional Food Festival in Jakarta. If you spend your holiday on June, Remember to come to this festival if you want to enjoy the unique and special taste of traditional food from Asia. This festival will save your time and energy because you don’t have to go around all of big cities in Indonesia to eat traditional Indonesian food. Staff from Indonesian Consulate in Melbourne, Mr. Bemby Sulistyo says, “This upcoming event will be the heaven of traditional food from Indonesia, the customers can taste and learn how to make it at the same time, you will gain more knowledge about Indonesian culinary and feel the historical atmosphere of Indonesian food”.

Before spending your holiday in Indonesia, here is a list of Indonesian Restaurants in Melbourne that can help you easier to adjust the taste of Indonesia.

• Garage Café – 221 Berkeley Street, Carlton, Victoria
• Blok M Express – 380 Lt. Bourke Street, Melbourne, VIC 3000
• Kemangi Indonesian Restaurant – 830 Glenferrie Road, Hawthorn, VIC 3122
• Bamboe Café & Restaurant – 643 Warrigal Road, Chadstone, Victoria
• Garamerica – 230 Dorcas Street, South Melbourne, Victoria
• Es Teler 77 – 319 Swanston Street, Melbourne, VIC 3000
• Nelayan Indonesian Cuisine – 315 Swanston Street, Melbourne, VIC 3000
• Indosari – 1165 Glenhuntly Road, VIC 3163


Having a great time and trying all of special food in other country is a great idea but we also have to consider our health. We have to keep and maintain our body during holiday. Do not eat too much meat with cholesterol and something extra spicy. It will give bad effect to your body. So, for the last words are stays health, enjoy your vacation, and keep explore food in all over the world!

capek

udah tau capek,
udah tau tugas senen disubmit
udah tau tutor nya strict dan peliittt
malah gak dikerjain..
malah onlen gak jelas
malah blogwalking..
malah imel2an gak penting
malah flirting2 gak jelas
duh duh..
what a life!
huahahaha...

wedges,books,assignment, and winter

That's all i have now--
K.A.N.G.E.N
parah :(

anyway, Happy birthdat buat Sheila Almahdaly, semoga dy bikin facebook juga,hehehe...

Mabok Rescy,Facebook,Tugas,dan Ujian

dear all,
iyeps betul skali. saya sedang mabok. mabok maenan rescy. gw terobsesi jadi peringkat pertama dengan resto super mewah, tapi gara2 3 hari ini internet down, gw absen maen. langsungggg dehhh peringkat gw meluncur turuuunnn banget,hikshiks.
gw juga lagi mabok facebook. seperti kebanyakan orang, mau tidur fb, bangun tidur fb, mau ngerjain tugas fb, lg duduk gak ada kerjaan fb juga. aduuuhhhh hidup kok isinya fb :p
for the last two words, gw bener2 gak suka!
mabok mau muntah, mabok tugas ples mabok ujian. bener deh, suddenly, i miss my childhood era T.T
tuhh kan, kenapa Allah mengharamkan mabok2an..karena mabok2an tuh bikin stress beratt yang berakibat fatal terutama mental kita. atau mental gw yah?hehehehe...
anyway, gw sedang berpikir kenapa anak2 high school jaman sekarang pada gede2 semua yak badannya?mukanya juga pada tuwir2 gt? uhh jadi iri...hihihi

udah ah, have to finish my assignment sebelum matahari tenggelam nih ;)
wish me luck, pray for me,,

kissy smile,
Nad-cup*

my new slogan!

hasil dari perbincangan di suatu malam bersama rivana dan okky,
.."a moment in the lips, forever in the heaps"..
aliasss makannya bentar, enaknya juga bentar, tapii genduttnya selamanya...
duh, i have to stop! i have to control myself!

hasil dari perbincangan di dini hari bersama shandy,
.."lo sih terlalu banyak bersenang - senang dan gak fokus.."
duh gimana ya caranya biar fokus???

aduhh, udah jam 2 pagi and i still have 300words to go for my last assignment in this semester--wohoooo

sleepy smile,
Nad-